Sooo… I just realised that for this month, I wrote a grand total of one blog post. Two, if you count this one.
I barely participated in any blog-related activity and blog-related emails often go unread in my inbox…
And it isn’t like I don’t have anything to write about. Au contraire, I have a loooot of stuff just sitting in my drafts folder. I just have a lot of things are happening lately — things that eat up a huge chunk of my time — and I don’t have time anymore to sit down and write. I find myself leaning towards updating my Instagram with a post or a story that takes seconds instead of spending an hour or more crafting the perfect blog post.
The truth is I’m having trouble keeping this blogging stint up. A year ago, I decided to be really selective in choosing paid campaigns and only said yes to ones you can’t really say no to. This year, I blogged even less than before. I tried planning drafts in advance and scheduling them ahead of time but, honestly, there’s just no time.
Long story short, I’m thinking of letting blogging go once and for all.
Which is sad because I do love writing. I blog to express my thoughts, to share stories, and to practice writing. Sadder because I just renewed my blog domain for another year and it’s not exactly dirt cheap… Saddest because I’ve been blogging for almost 6 years now and it has become part of my identity.
Then again, I have to decide whether blogging still brings me joy. It used to be one of my favourite things to do. I took great pride in my blog and in the things I write. I was active in the online community and met a lot of great people there. Now, the blogging atmosphere is different, my priorities are different, and I’m not even sure if my heart is still in it.
I wish I can say I’m just uninspired, but it couldn’t be farther from the truth. I have so many things I want to write about! Travels, food, reviews, shopping, plans and ideas… But blogging is not a priority anymore, at least for me, at least for now. I work a 40-hour/week job. I do real estate on the side. We’re looking into business and investment opportunities, God-willing. (Exciting but it will really take a lot of time, effort, and money.) Most importantly, I’m a mother and a partner… and the school year hasn’t even begun yet! I am really afraid blogging needs to take a back seat.
I don’t know if I’ll be able to stop blogging completely. After all, like what I mentioned earlier, I just renewed my domain for another year so sayang naman diba. I may be able to occasionally write this year until my domain needs to be renewed again. And by then we’ll see if I can finally say good bye to blogging.